Can you tell how happy I am after all this time?
I am joyous over the clarifications of our past.
But now I’m certain of our own demise;
Cause this relationship will bring that to pass.
You string so much hope and trust onto me,
Things that I am unable to to provide.
I don’t want to mislead: cut yourself free,
And once more into darkness will I hide.
Then again, I don’t want to be left behind
Oh, lonely bitter cold darkness I reject
Let me be in the warmth of the sun by your side
I am torn between my feelings of accept or neglect