I lay down and contemplate
The meaning of all my years
For them to just end up here
Blankly staring at the tiny fluorescent lights
That blur in and out of my focus
As my eyes constrict and dilate
To the steady thrumming of the bass
In the neighboring room
That grows louder and softer
When people enter and close the door
Who drink in the music in order
To drown themselves in nonchalance
So they won’t think of being stuck here
As other students laugh in the lounge
Playing Dungeon’s of Dragons
Because they can’t bear their age
And play in a final act of reliving a life
That they used to believe in wholeheartedly